1 John 3:2-3
2 Beloved, now we are children of God; and it has not yet been revealed what we shall be, but we know that when He is revealed, we shall be like Him, for gwe shall see Him as He is. 3 And everyone who has this hope in Him purifies himself, just as He is pure.

Jesus is the Saviour, the archetype, the Way, the Truth and the Life. We come to the Father through Jesus, and continue to conform to the image of Jesus.

I’ll intermix with teachings from orthodox canon to try to back up my interpretations.

After interpreting for myself, I will look at this book.

## I believe Gospel of Thomas is totally legitimate

The Gospel of Thomas, I believe are specific instructions to His disciples to help them into the Kingdom of God, and then continue doing His work.

We must eat his words with hour hearts, I think.

We are becoming the temple for the Lord, collectively.

I want to study the Gospel of Thomas, but I am wary of the bad interpretations from the world that dominate interpretations.

I’m going to ‘give it an honest shot’.

Most of it rings true to me - that's why I can't dismiss it so easily.

I believe I felt the Holy Spirit grieve when I tried to remove this blog post, after watching a scathing video about it.

Table in progress.

If I feel a strong confirmation from the Holy Spirit, while writing this (like a fire), I will tick it. That’s not to say those without a tick, are not denied yet, it just means I haven’t looked at it yet with the intention to tick.

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## Preamble

The Gospel of Thomas | The Gnostic Bible - YouTube

Firstly, nothing in here I have read so far contradicts the Gospel of Jesus if you keep them in abstraction. It’s easy to read these sayings literally and scoff at them, such as this person does.

Don’t be a scoffer.

Acts 13:41
‘Behold, you scoffers, and marvel, and perish; For I am accomplishing a work in your days, A work which you will never believe, though someone should describe it to you.’”

I’m quite confident in it, along with the Gospel of Philip.

The biggest issue for me is its association with other clearly heretical books.

See this video by Mike Winger:

I recognise Thomas is non-canonical, but so is my own theory, and my exegesis.

I wanted more parables to interpret and I found some in Thomas, so let’s go. So far I seem to be able to understand them.

The Gospel of Thomas has shaped my perceptions about what the place of life (afterlife) for followers of Christ is like. It has taken a fair bit of thoughtful meditation on the parables to interpret their meaning. I think it’s a positive exercise, though with this knowledge comes more responsibility, I believe.

The Gospel of Jesus is the true and actual gospel.

I need to look into universal Church.

Thomas probably shouldn’t be taught to newcomers. Also, it might just be an insight into the true Israel.

For starters, knowledge of God comes from active participation. It’s a journey, and there is a process by which a person comes to understand these sayings. That is perhaps why it is left out of the canonical Bible. But it’s important to continue seeking the truth.

Jesus is the ultimate Saviour of mankind. Aside from that, we can ourselves propagate that salvation and build the Kingdom. We ourselves are saving memories and people, truths within this world on behalf of Jesus.

Matthew 16:19
“I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven; whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.”

## The Gospel of Thomas

### Thomas 1

 1 2 3  (1) And he said, "Whoever finds the interpretation of these sayings will not taste death."

This is according to the Gospel of Thomas.

I believe this means that you can die in this life and be resurrected with Christ.

I’ve been in this domain of death twice:

This is the Bridal Chamber, an absolutely vital lost teaching in Christianity, I believe, for being resurrected during your life on Earth.

I don’t expect to taste death; My soul will be reclaimed by God.

If you find the interpretation of these sayings, then that is only possible by your spirit being True.

I guess that means you are spiritually made of Truth and have already been born-again.

Now the key is to figure out how. It happened. Now I’m figuring it out in retrospect.

I do not think this initial saying says, “This document is the way to overcome death.”

It merely can only be understood retrospectively.

### Thomas 2

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8  (2) Jesus said, "As for the one who seeks, let him continue to seek until he finds. When he finds, he will become agitated. When he becomes agitated, he will be astounded, and he will reign over the All."

The Holy Spirit tells me we should be wanting to purify ourselves to prepare for the Lord, not telling me to be chuffed about reigning over anything.

This is not merely self-realisation. The finding happens after God makes Himself known to you.

But initially it felt like a self-realisation, because I still hadn’t realised that God had initiated it.

Initially, it’s unsettling, for sure.

I sought and found by actively following the 10 commandments. I came up with a theory of the gospel in my own logic; A personal proof of God, which I believe to my core. Then the knowledge became astounding because the inheritance is more than I could imagine; We are not merely carbon-based bipedal life-forms descended from monkeys.

The realisation is literally becoming or assuming the promise to become a god of sorts, an immortal and truthful spirit but under the Father, if you are not against Him.

The Father is an infinite reservoir of spiritual Truth.

To an extent, under God, who is supremely Sovereign, we are also sovereign unto ourselves.

If you do not repent [in order to find your identity as a child of the True God], you remain in enmity towards God, and without God’s support you will experience Hell because the substance of ‘spirit’ that you are made of is indestructible, and the truth will eventually become hidden an unobtainable.

God is the source of Truth/Love needed to bring your spirit into Truth, and if you are not made of Truth, then you are placed with the rest of the lies. We need to be tethered to God like a child is connected to their mother via the umbilical cord.

Think about your privileged position in this world and the known universe; That is strong evidence. If you can conceive of God, then God probably exists.

Doubting thoughts:

• we’re pretty similar and not too different to monkeys, actually
• we can’t see perfect truth, therefore how could God exists?
• we have mortal bodies

Non-doubting thoughts:

• out of nature we happen to be the crown jewel of creation
• there is a way to change our spirits so we can see [by way of imagining] perfect truth (God), and if something can exist, it probably does
• I am a child of God (belong to Truth)

I am saved/rescued/brought into the light, yes. But now we must be representatives of Jesus (bearers of His light, followers of Him), to help build the kingdom.

Discovering the Kingdom

This is what it really means to be ‘reigning’ over the ‘All’, I think.

What is the ‘All’? Perhaps I am still coming to discover it.

The All in my mind currently is the Kingdom of Heaven.

### Thomas 3

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17  (3) Jesus said, "If the ones who lead you should say to you, 'See, the kingdom is in the heaven,' then the birds of heaven will precede you. If they say to you, 'It is in the sea,' then the fish will precede you. But, the kingdom is inside of you, and it is outside of you. When you know yourselves then you will become known, and you will understand that you are the sons of the living father. But if you will not know yourselves, you dwell in poverty and it is you who are that poverty.

Firstly Come to a realisation of your spiritual self, and identify as a son of the True and Living Most High God.

Update <2022-06-27 Mon>
When God’s spirit comes to dwell inside of you, the soul is regenerated over time.

If the Kingdom is inside you then it’s the regeneration of spirit and the aggregation of memories of selfless love which become imprinted on spirit (recorded), and treasures in Heaven/the place of life/the kingdom.

Rom. 14:17
Paul said, “For the kingdom of God is not a matter of eating and drinking, but of righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit”

The Holy Spirit comes to live inside you.

Luke 17:20–21
Jesus says, “The kingdom of God does not come with observation; nor will they say, ‘See here!’ or ‘See there!’ For indeed, the kingdom of God is within you”.

In the Gospel of Thomas it also says it’s all around you.

This is confirmed in Matthew.

Matthew 16:19 ESV
I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.”

We are building the Kingdom of Heaven right now. We bind things on Earth. If I truly love my cat, I keep her in Heaven. If I give selflessly, I keep that memory in Heaven. If I help someone to see themselves as Truth, they become part of the Kingdom of Heaven as well. The things I don’t identify as truth will be loosed; The lies, the things we do in this life which are untrue.

Know yourself and be known

Surely it’s like this:

### Thomas 4

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8  (4) Jesus said, "The man old in days will not hesitate to ask a small child seven days old about the place of life, and he will live. For many who are first will become last, and they will become one and the same."

The place of life is the place where a spirit is True. Without light shining white and pure through a Truthful person, the world is dark.

If people see the light they may learn to shine it themselves. In that way, light may beget more light.

Jesus is the light of the world. We can open ourselves up, conforming to the image of Christ, to let that light shine too.

The first are those born earlier. The last are the people who found the light later. The light is sight into the Dimension of Light, such as seeing angels, or merely Truth that comes from being spiritually pure and True, and allowing God’s light to shine through them.

### Thomas 5

 1 2 3 4 5  (5) Jesus said, "Recognize what Is before your face, and that which is hidden from you will be revealed. For there is nothing hidden that will not become revealed."

Know what the world is. If you see yourself as being apart from it, that may be the first step. Know what your body is, which is not your spirit.

I’m removing this concept of ego.

The tapestry of truth document explains this by saying that everything you experience is a hologram projected through your spirit.

Classify it. See that you are not it completely. Some people talk about the ego.

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12  spirit The part of man that connects and communicates with God. Our spirit differs from our soul because our spirit is always pointed toward and exists exclusively for God, whereas our soul can be self-centered. The joy, comfort and peace of God's presence can only be experienced through our spirit.

Then you will come to know yourself.

With knowledge of this, you will realise that inevitably you will come to know yourself, and yourself will be known to what follows (in the Kingdom of Heaven), which could be said is the preserved/saved truth from Earth and more.

You may be known by your truth to others.

You may be seen - The Dimension of Light // Bodacious Blog.

When what is hidden from you is revealed.

If you find yourself broken, you may discover the spiritual truth of Jesus - the need for saving. If Jesus has healed your heart, you may also discover your spirit-man.

Knowledge of self precedes asking to be saved, I think. I think at this point a person must accept the free gift of salvation which changes the heart. That is a process where a person’s identity is changed. And how is that done? My method: The Tapestry of Truth // Bodacious Blog

You will also realise that your spirit may have been previously mastered by your body; It was hidden, but now it is not. Now you may master your body with your spirit.

The world we engage with we see ultimately through our spirit eyes, then our beliefs system.

If our spirit is true we see truth and lies with respect to the truthfulness of spirit, in our beliefs system and in the world.

The world is the place we can acquire treasure by making things true - through forgiveness, selfless love, etc.

### Thomas 6

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14  (6) His disciples questioned him and said to him, "Do you want us to fast? And how shall we pray? Shall we give alms? What kind of diet shall we observe?" Jesus said, "Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate, for all things are revealed before heaven. For there is nothing hidden which will not become manifest, and nothing covered will remain without being uncovered."
• Do not tell lies
• Become an honest person
• Do not do what you hate
• Become an honest person

Jesus’ salvation is for everyone. Become an honest person; This is the key.

You must do this in line with divine law.

• Be truthful (in the heart)
• Honest
• God the Father is your God
• etc…
• Be faithful
• etc…

In the spirit, we aggregate memories in the form of lies (which defile) and acts of selfless love and memories of what we find truthful.

When we come into the Kingdom of Heaven, what we have bound in Truth will be bound to us spiritually.

This is treasure in the place of life. The treasures will be kept ultimately. The lies will be burned and destroyed.

If you yourself are a lie then you’ll also be burned and destroyed.

### Thomas 7

 1 2 3 4 5  (7) Jesus said, "Blessed is the lion which the man will eat so that the lion becomes man; and cursed is the man whom the lion will eat, so that the lion becomes a man."

It is the most confusing of all Thomas Sayings, I think, and I have not yet got a definite answer.

This mentions two pathways about how to make a ’lion’ into a ‘man’.

I think it relates strongly to the opening of Gospel of Philip.

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12  Those who are heirs to the dead are themselves | dead, and they inherit the dead. | | Those who are heirs to what is living are | alive, and they are heirs to both what is | living and the dead. | | The dead are heirs to nothing. | | For how can he who is dead inherit? If he who | is dead inherits what is living he will not | die, but he who is dead will live even more. |

I want to come back to this saying.

What about this verse from 1 Peter 5:8?

It’s possible that the devil must eat people to ‘steal’ light in order to survive, because is not powered by God anymore, or something like that.

 1 2 3 4  “Be sober-minded; be watchful,” warns Peter. “Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour” 1 Peter 5:8, English Standard Version.

And from Gospel of Peter:

 1 2 3  "My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?" is reported in Peter as "My power, my power, thou hast forsaken me".

God empowers/powers us with His light I believe.

Another thought:

It may also be about interacting with spirits and giving up the ‘pearl’ which may be giving up the seat of your consciousness to an external spirit. Now when interacting with somebody or something, protect yourself from spiritual thieves. Do not allow them to drink from your cistern.

It’s possible also that

### Thomas 8

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12  (8) And he said, "The man is like a wise fisherman who threw his net into the sea and drew it up from the sea. It was full of small fish. Among them the wise fisherman found a good large fish. He threw all the small fish back into the sea and without much trouble chose the large fish. Whoever has ears to hear, let him hear."
Exodus 20:3-5
Thou shalt have no other gods before me.

If a person finds identity in and conforming to the archetype of Jesus it’s better than finding identity in and conforming to any or many smaller fish.

There are other so-called gods or perhaps angels one may try to assume the mind of.

1 Corinthians 8:5
For even if there are so-called gods, whether in heaven or on earth (as indeed there are many “gods” and many “lords”), yet for us there is but one God, the Father, from whom all things came and for whom we live; and there is but one Lord, Jesus Christ, through whom all things came and through whom we live. 7 But not everyone possesses this knowledge. Some people are still so accustomed to idols that when they eat sacrificial food they think of it as having been sacrificed to a god, and since their conscience is weak, it is defiled. 8 But food does not bring us near to God; we are no worse if we do not eat, and no better if we do.

Big fish:

• Rama, an avatar of Vishnu, in Hinduism
• Krishna
• Buddha

Biggest fish:

• Jesus Christ
• God the Father

So if God the Father (of Truth and Love) is your supreme God, then the rest is just semantics.

Jesus is the biggest fish but any avatar of Vishnu, say constitutes a fairly large fish.

If you cast your metaphorical net in India and draw up the metaphorical fish, being that which you would want to imitate, then they would be avatars of Vishnu.

We must choose the big fish to become like.

The God of Truth / God the Father by His many names across many cultures is whom we indisputably want to return to and be a part of.

As a Christian, I believe that following Jesus is our greatest calling, and that Jesus is the biggest fish, and that making Jesus Lord redeems us to bring us back into Truth.

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8  "Christians believe Jesus alone shares complete bodily and spiritual identity with God. Attempts are often made to describe Jesus as an avatar, a Hindu term. The word 'avatar' in Sanskrit means 'descent into visible form' and refers to God descending on the earth in a human (or even non-human) form to lead us to a higher stage of perfection.

The Savior image [is the mediator] between God and the sinful race of humans.

Unlike prophets, avatars do not serve as intermediaries chosen by God, nor are they absolutely necessary in order for humans to understand God’s will in shaping history.”

### Thomas 9

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14  (9) Jesus said, "See, the sower went out, took a handful of seeds, and scattered them. Some fell on the road and the birds came and gathered them up. Others fell on the rock, and they did not take root in the soil, and did not yield ears. And others fell on the thorns; they choked the seed and worms ate them. Still, others fell on the soil that was good and this produced good fruit: for it bore sixty per measure and a hundred and twenty per measure."

The Earth is God’s vineyard, where He throws seed. Churches on earth are like vineyards. A person’s mind and heart is like a vineyard.

When the Word of God is heard by a person, where does that person put the truth? It must be embedded in spirit, which is at the base of personal truth, on a foundation of honest personal truth (and integrity).

If the spirit still contains lies then thorns will grow and choke the plants, even after they have been growing.

### Thomas 10

 1 2 3  (10) Jesus said, "I have cast fire upon the world, and see, I am watching it until it blazes."

When a person has the Holy Spirit living within them, they have a fire burning in them. He started the fire. We can keep it going for Him. We have to spread the fire.

The fire may be the revelation of truth into the world, he himself being the original fire.

The Gospel of Christ and the law of Christ is fire, particularly when the fire burns in a person’s heart - Jesus burns in a person’s heart - He has entered.

Fire is also the gospel or testimonies of a representative of Christ, if it is true. Like a small fire growing, He watches until the truth of it reaches a blazing fire, where it is being lived out and accepted.

I think it’s a call for us to do the same. Jesus, in spirit continues to watch, waiting for it to blaze. Do we ourselves have to cast ‘fire’ upon the world through our spirit until what we perceive is ablaze with love and compassion? What does that mean?

Perhaps it means that we ourselves like Jesus, do this, or once we start down the path of knowledge of truth and the accumulation of spiritual treasure, the blaze runs its course. What the blaze looks like to me is the third astral experience I had - Astral Projection Pt. 3 // Bodacious Blog.

For that reason we should use our time wisely to collect treasure (do works of righteousness), casting fire similarly to Jesus until the fire blazes.

See: ‘Relighting the world’ in The Reclamation of Earth // Bodacious Blog.

### Thomas 11

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11  (11) Jesus said, "This heaven will pass away, and the one above it will pass away too. The dead are not living, and the living will not die. In the days when you ate what is dead, you made it into something alive. When you come to exist in the light, what will you do? On the day you were one you became two. But when you become two, what will you do?"

Ohhhh! I get it. I know I’m alive - I am a living spirit, but the dead (ones without the Holy Spirit) are not alive in the same sense.

This is the day I was one
Astral Projection Part 1 - Death with Jesus // Bodacious Blog

I am two now (my earthly soul is bound to an angelic one).

This heaven being earth, and the one above it, being what we typically regard as the heaven made at creation - They will both pass away.

Matthew 24:35
Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will never pass away.

What does not pass away is truth.

When we make what is dead alive by bringing others into the knowledge of spiritual truth, we accumulate more truth for the body of Christ, by recording in spirit testifying truth.

We can help people find their identity in God and become truth themselves.

We had been giving life to the world I guess? Giving life to lies and deception.

We must be choosing wisely what we want to make alive.

We must also be:

• Cleaning our house (preparing for the household of God)

### Thomas 12

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10  (12) The disciples said to Jesus, "We know that you will be going from us. Who is going to be our leader?" Jesus said to them, "Whatever point you come to, you should go to James the Righteous, on his account heaven and earth came into existence."

The way I interpret this is that firstly, heaven and earth came into existence (were made) for the righteous inheritors, people who are representatives of Jesus, to be found in the community.

### Thomas 13

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30  (13) Jesus said to his disciples, "Compare me to someone else and tell me whom I am like." Simon Peter said to him, "You are like a righteous angel." Matthew said to him, "You are like a wise philosopher." Thomas said to him, "Teacher, my mouth is entirely incapable of saying whom you are like." Jesus said, "I am not your teacher. Since you have imbibed, you have become drunk on the bubbling spring which I have measured out." And he took him and withdrew and told him three things. When Thomas returned to his companions, they asked him, "What did Jesus say to you?" Thomas said to them, "Were I to tell you even one of these things which he told me, you will pick up stones and throw them at me; and the fire will come out of the stones and consume you."

Thomas became drunk on the bubbling spring which was measured out. What would be the result of that?

Jesus told Thomas He is not his teacher.

This is my thought: I think what it means is that by becoming drunk on the bubbling spring which was measured out, Thomas has reached a level where he is now able to teach.

Firstly, what is the bubbling spring? Is the bubbling spring also the fire or is it different?

I think it’s the word of life. It could be the Holy Spirit too but I don’t know if this saying comes from the resurrected Christ.

I think what may have been said about this would’ve been highly blasphemous in their eyes.

Thomas had imbibed (made his spirit true, and become drunk), and internalised a lot of knowledge from Jesus. He’s getting a lot of revelation through the Holy Spirit.

Therefore, I would say it was probably something as tricky to understand/accept as “Thomas is now like Himself, Jesus. Or perhaps it was something like children of God are gods.”

I think it’s more than that.

The fire out of the stones. See Saying 77.

Love your brother like your own soul.

What is the fire from the stones? I think little fires start in the heart and belly of Christians that have the Holy Spirit inside them. What is this fire? Is it the fire of the burning bush? It’s a fire in a higher dimension - the dimension of light.

It’s the confirmation of spiritual truth from the other side.

The little candle in the heart is the spirit of man (the candle of the LORD), and lights up the belly, truly.

When we do what is correct, we are filled with light and fire - the candle shines.

We must try to relight the world with it.

### Thomas 14

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16  (14) Jesus said to them, "If you fast, you will cause yourself to sin; if you pray, you will be self-condemned; and if you give alms, you will inflict harm on your spirits. When you go into each land and walk in the districts, if they should receive you, eat what they put before you, and heal the sick among them. For what goes into your mouth will not defile you, but what comes out of your mouth - is what will defile you."

This one sounds terrible at first glance, but makes sense. He is talking specifically to Holy-Spirit filled disciples.

Mark 2:19
And Jesus said unto them, Can the friends of the bridegroom fast, as long as the bridegroom is with them? but the days will come, when the bridegroom shall be taken from them, and then shall they fast.

For the disciples of Jesus, who are wed to the Holy Spirit, should also be led by the Holy Spirit.

The Holy Spirit may take you into new lands, and eat what they put before you. Heal their sick; Demonstrate the God’s power.

If you fast while you have the Holy Spirit burns within you then you may not be being led. Fast when the bridegroom comes out of the bridal chamber, you should fast and pray.

Saying 82
Jesus said, “He who is near me is near the fire, and he who is far from me is far from the kingdom.”

See 104:

 1 2 3 4 5 6  (104) They said [to him]: Come, let us pray today and fast. Jesus said: What then is the sin that I have done, or in what have I been overcome? But when the bridegroom comes out from the bridal chamber, then let them fast and pray.
(Mark 2:19–20, NRSV; see Matt 9:14–15; Luke 5:33–35
Jesus responds, “The wedding guests cannot fast while the bridegroom is with them, can they? As long as they have the bridegroom with them, they cannot fast. The days will come when the bridegroom is taken away from them, and then they will fast on that day”

Generally, people should definitely give alms. Your spirit is not harmed when giving alms.

However, if you know what you should do and you fast instead, then that is probably wrong.

He wants the disciples to put down everything and follow the prompting of the Holy Spirit, and listen to the bridegroom’s voice!

Fasting, praying and giving alms are all important for Christians to do (when the bridegroom is not with them). But when the bridegroom is with them (the fire in their belly) they are to be led by the Holy Spirit.

Therefore, the Holy Spirit burning within me right now is telling me it’s more important for me to finish the Gospel of Thomas interpretation before returning to give alms again - and I should also focus on this without fasting.

Being near Jesus and near the fire is what enables people to heal.

There is a time for fasting, praying and giving alms.

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7  In the Gospel of John, John the Baptist speaks of Jesus Christ as the bridegroom and mentions the bride. He that hath the bride is the bridegroom: but the friend of the bridegroom, which standeth and heareth him, rejoiceth greatly because of the bridegroom's voice: thus my joy therefore is fulfilled.

The bridegroom’s voice (Jesus’ voice). When a person is near Jesus, the fire burns inside them. They follow His voice.

### Thomas 15

 1 2 3 4  (15) Jesus said, “When you see one who was not born of woman, prostrate yourselves on your faces and worship him. That one is your father.”

You must keep the Sabbath as a Sabbath to see the Father.

Keep God as a factor in everything.

The revelation for me may have happened when I wrote began writing this:

Which was on Easter Sunday. I had taken a break, even from attending Church that day, but I may have been writing still.

But it allowed me to understand God as perfect Truth, with a follow-up article:

Have I seen the Father yet, or is there something left to see?

One not born of woman seems to mean not born of the world. Yes, this came later.

The first Spirit I have ever seen (in the dark), but never looked at was the Holy Spirit - Was this the Father? Perhaps it was.

Anyone born of this world is born of woman, you see.

But this person was not, and indeed was a person made of pure spirit.

It must have been the Father.

Ah, on the day I became 1, I became 2.

Further thoughts:

In my third astral projection, I experienced what it was like to have a spirit not of my own - in another’s shoes and it was pure Love.

For this reason, I am sure that God the Father (Absolute Love) is my spiritual father, because this intrinsic aspect of His character has been revealed to me.

Well the instruction now is to worship.

New King James Version
God is Spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and truth.

Therefore, I must love like God does, in spirit and truth, and that is my act of worship. Now love of this kind is absolute, selfless care and compassion.

Let’s make this practical. I will select someone who I claim to truly love and love them more closely to this way instead.

In doing so, start by loving compassionately.

Galatians 4:4 ESV
But when the fullness of time had come, God sent forth his Son, born of woman, born under the law, to redeem those who were under the law, so that we might receive adoption as sons.
Job 15:14
What is man, that he can be pure? Or he who is born of a woman, that he can be righteous?

Well, God would not be born under law. God would also not be born.

I want to see this person (God the Father). The Father has been revealed in my second Astral Projection, I think.

### Thomas 16

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8  (16) Jesus said: Perhaps men think that I am come to cast peace upon the world; and they do not know that I am come to cast dissensions upon the earth, fire, sword, war. For there will be five who are in a house; three shall be against two and two against three, the father against the son and the son against the father, and they shall stand (be lifted up) as solitaries

Yes, I see.

In order to truly follow, a person must become a solitary.

I’m satisfied with this idea of being lifted up as solitaries.

In order to follow Jesus from the heart and in Truth, a person is forced to confront others where something is not true for both of them at this point in time and space.

See the importance of personal truth.

Yes, I agree that Jesus was not trying to bring about peace, but the peace that Jesus gives us is inner peace.

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7  IMHO what Jesus is saying here is that he is not come to cast peace upon the world, but upon individuals. There is a dichotomy in the gospels between the peace in the individual which Jesus promises and the peace in the world which he knows (prophetically) he cannot bring.
 1 2 3 4 5  Reminds me of the buddha's declaration "seek thy own salvation with diligence." "They will stand at rest as solitaries," i.e., take care of your own relationship with god don't worry whether your brother has it right.

### Thomas 17

 1 2 3 4  (17) Jesus said: I will give you what no eye has seen and what no ear has heard and what no hand has touched and what has not entered into the heart of man.
No eye has seen
Astral Projection Pt. 3 // Bodacious Blog
No ear has heard
Astral Projection Pt. 2 // Bodacious Blog
No hand has touched
Astral Projection // Bodacious Blog
What has not entered into the heart of man
Living Water of Truth // Bodacious Blog

1 John 3:2–3
2 Beloved, now we are children of God; and eit has not yet been revealed what we shall be, but we know that when He is revealed, fwe shall be like Him, for gwe shall see Him as He is. 3 And everyone who has this hope in Him purifies himself, just as He is pure.
1 Corinthians 2:9
But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him.

Isaiah 64

 1 2 3 4 5 6  Since ancient times no one has heard, no ear has perceived, no eye has seen any God besides you, who acts on behalf of those who wait for him. 5 You come to the help of those who gladly do right, who remember your ways.

The 2 additions from Isaiah 64 are:

• no hand has touched
• entered into the heart of man

### Thomas 18

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8  (18) The disciples said to Jesus, "Tell us how our end will come to pass." Jesus said, "Then have you laid bare the beginning, so that you are seeking the end? For the end will be where the beginning is. Blessed is the person who stands at rest in the beginning. And that person will be acquainted with the end and will not taste death."

Ohh!

I have seen my death through the astral projection, touched Jesus, and now in the end I will see myself be raised with Him.

### Thomas 19

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7  (19) Jesus said: Blessed is he who was before he came into being. If you become disciples to me (and) listen to my words, these stones will minister to you. For you have five trees in Paradise which do not change, either in summer or in winter, and their leaves do not fall. He who knows them shall not taste of death.

This is me. I was already aware I was fully alive before becoming a living spirit. I do understand the difference though.

That is a great promise. See Saying 77.

But I want to know about the Five Trees.

### Thomas 20

 1 2 3 4 5 6  (20) The disciples said to Jesus: Tell us what the kingdom of heaven is like. He said to them: It is like a grain of mustard-seed, the smallest of all seeds; but when it falls on tilled ground, it puts forth a great branch and becomes shelter for the birds of heaven.

The tilled ground is a person’s mind.

### Thomas 21

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20  (21) Mariham said to Jesus: Whom are your disciples like? He said: They are like little children who have settled in a field which does not belong to them. When the owners of the field come, they will say: Leave us our field. They are naked before them, in order to leave it to them and give them (back) their field. Therefore I say: If the master of the house knows that the thief is coming, he will keep watch before he comes, and will not let him dig through into his house of his kingdom to carry off his things. You, then, be watchful over against the world; gird your loins with great strength, that the robbers may find no way to come at you. For the advantage for which you look, they will find. May there be among you a man of understanding! When the fruit ripened, he came quickly, his sickle in hand, and reaped it. He who has ears to hear, let him hear.

### Thomas 22

Something compelled me to burn her image into my mind’s eye so I can see her everywhere. As I do that, I get that really good fire in chest feeling. The more I want to become her the warmer I get (reminiscent of Thomas 82); To get closer to the Kingdom, must get closer to the fire.

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15  (22) Jesus saw some infants who were being suckled. He said to his disciples: These infants being suckled are like those who enter the kingdom. They said to him: If we then become children, shall we enter the kingdom? Jesus said to them: When you make the two one, and when you make the inside as the outside, and the outside as the inside, and the upper as the lower, and when you make the male and the female into a single one, so that the male is not male and the female not female, and when you make eyes in place of an eye, and a hand in place of a hand, and a foot in place of a foot, an image in place of an image, then shall you enter [the kingdom].

We have to align our personal truth with absolute truth, then we are seen and met and connected with our spiritual counterpart.

Galatians 3:28
There is neither Jew nor Greek, slave nor free, male nor female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus

Honestly, this is confusing! But I have ideas!

Gospel of Philip
Truth is the mother, knowledge the father.

• Two one
• Like the infant and the mother - the person suckles on Truth
• We must see ourselves as an extension of Truth, as a vine, rather than separating ourselves from it.
• Or as branches to the True vine, Jesus, the vine of Truth.
• We become part of the vine.
• The Truth we suckle from the vine is directly made into action.
• Inside as the outside
• Intentions and motives voiced on the outside. What you actually think, say and do, express.
• When you understand the outside to be a reflection of the inside.
• This way you can make the two into the one.
• Outside as the inside
• Outside expression faithful representations of the inside - do not lie; Do not express falsehoods.
• Upper as the lower
• Be unashamed and spend time with the poor for example
• Treat the animals under your care how you’d like to be treated by God
• Heavenly counterpart like Earthly
• Male and female into a single one so male is not male and female not female
• Eyes in place of an eye
• Be an eye for others.
• Other people being your eyes?
• Or is this listening to Jesus’ voice after angelic marriage
• Hand in place of a hand
• Be a hand for others
• Then other people being your hands?
• Perhaps it means, acquire from each other the things which you lack.
• Foot in place of a foot
• Other people being your feet?
• Image in place of an image
• Being like Christ
• Can only achieve this by imitation
• I’m burning 🍓 into my mind’s eye

To integrate oneself into the Kingdom, they must become trustworthy and able to be integrated.

They must conform to the image of Christ.

## 1 Corinthians 7

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15  36 But if any man think that he behaveth himself uncomely toward his virgin, if she pass the flower of her age, and need so require, let him do what he will, he sinneth not: let them marry. 37 Nevertheless he that standeth stedfast in his heart, having no necessity, but hath power over his own will, and hath so decreed in his heart that he will keep his virgin, doeth well. 38 So then he that giveth her in marriage doeth well; but he that giveth her not in marriage doeth better.

🍓’s drawing:

Does this count as passing the flower?

### Thomas 23

 1 2 3  (23) Jesus said: I shall choose you, one out of a thousand and two out of ten thousand, and they shall stand as a single one.

This is similar to reincarnation, but is of Archetypes. It may be that when a person is paired with an Angel of the Saviour in the Bridal Chamber that they become an archetype, and have a memory download from that Angel.

We are chosen to continue the work that Jesus was doing.

It is possible that the original disciples are reincarnated:

I saw myself being escaped from prison, therefore I may be an archetype of Peter, paired with an Angel - but which one? Gabriel?

### Thomas 24

 1 2 3 4 5 6  (24) His disciples said: Teach us about the place where you are, for it is necessary for us to seek it. He said to them: He who has ears, let him hear! There is light within a man of light, and he lights the whole world. If he does not shine, there is darkness.

Jesus is in the Dimension of light.

### Thomas 25

 1 2 3  (25) Jesus said: Love your brother as your soul; watch over him like the apple of your eye.

I believe this talks about Christian brothers.

Knit together into one.

### Thomas 26

 1 2 3 4 5 6  (26) Jesus said: You see the mote which is in your brother's eye; but you do not see the beam which is in your own eye. When you cast out the beam from your own eye, then you will see (clearly) to cast out the mote from your brother's eye.

You must make yourself into a spiritual mirror (like God the identity line of 1s).

### Thomas 27

 1 2 3 4  (27) said: If you do not fast to the world, you will not find the kingdom; if you do not keep the Sabbath as Sabbath, you will not see the Father.

Fasting to the world isn’t just abstaining from food and drink; It’s abstaining from the things which are guilty pleasures and false substitutes for what you really need.

See the soul-bond section of Tapestry of Truth.

John 14:7
If you really know me, you will know my Father as well. From now on, you do know him and have seen him.”

If you really know Jesus, you will know God the Father. The way I interpret this is Jesus has a spirit of absolute Truth.

If you truly know Jesus you’ve seen God, and you know what absolute spiritual (personal) Truth is.

If you follow the commandments from the heart (without cheating to yourself); For example, do you go further than what is merely deemed socially acceptable when following commandments, or do you follow them to the point where you can say to yourself you have given/sacrificed everything (mind, body, spirit, possessions), to follow the commandment?

Likewise, the Sabbath is observed from the heart (factor God into every aspect, just as Jesus taught about other commandments such as murder and adultery).

Jesus also implies that in doing so, you will see the Father; I.e. you have to follow the commandments from the heart to see the Father.

If you truly know Jesus, you’d see that He is the person following God’s commandments from the heart; Then you’d see the Father.

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10  8 Philip saith unto him, Lord, shew us the Father, and it sufficeth us. 9 Jesus saith unto him, Have I been so long time with you, and yet hast thou not known me, Philip? he that hath seen me hath seen the Father; and how sayest thou then, Shew us the Father? 10 Believest thou not that I am in the Father, and the Father in me? the words that I speak unto you I speak not of myself: but the Father that dwelleth in me, he doeth the works.

The Father dwells in Jesus; Jesus has absolute Truth inside him. Likewise, Jesus’ spirit is absolute Truth, so He is in the Father.

With regards to fasting; Give up what you are doing and eat Jesus words with your heart.

That involves active seeking; Reading the scripture for understanding; Taking it to heart; Ingesting it into your spirit.

That requires denying the world, and being led by the voice of Truth instead. It’s hard but I guess a person needs to have a place where they can rest and focus on what is True.

Then seek after Truth with all your heart and strength!

OK, literally treat the Sabbath like a Sabbath. You must take a full day out, so you have a restful day - that is the way.

If a person wants to astral project, a person must be extremely rested.

Meeting with the Father, I believe:

### Thomas 28

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10  (28) Jesus said: I stood in the midst of the world, and I appeared to them in the flesh. I found them all drunk; I found none of them thirsting, and my soul was afflicted for the sons of men; for they are blind in their heart, and they do not see that they came empty into the world, (and) empty they seek to leave the world again. But now they are drunk. When they have thrown off their wine, they will repent.

### Thomas 29

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7  (29) Jesus said: If the flesh came into existence because of the spirit, it is a marvel. But if the spirit (came into existence) because of the body, it is a marvel of marvels. But as for me, I wonder at this, how this great wealth made its home in this poverty.

The spirit of God was able to create flesh. Now that might have been the way Jesus’ earthly body was conceived within Mary - I think that yes.

I believe that what this means is that even the dead (not pre-destined) can receive a living spirit in their heart.

Also, the Elect were already sons of God predestined - See Saying 19.

What this is saying is that as followers of Jesus with the Holy Spirit inside of us, we can bring others to life by giving them the Holy Spirit too!

That means it’s actually possible to bring in people of all different shapes and sizes. We simple need to help them to follow God’s divine law, helping them to find their center, become truthful people, and then ask them to ask the Holy Spirit to live within them!

### Thomas 30 - Still a little confused

 1 2 3  (30) Jesus said: Where there are three gods, they are gods; where there are two or one, I am with him.

I had a dream about two people believing they could save the third.

Well, my strong gut feeling was I want to save this person.

In this dream each person flipped to see if they would survive judgement - They were people.

A person with the Holy Spirit inside them is a living spirit and a god, but under the Father.

### Thomas 31

 1 2 3  (31) Jesus said: No prophet is accepted in his own village, no doctor heals those who know him.

I made a similar parable here:

Interestingly, it completely relates to my own situation. I wrote this because I was not accepted in my own Church, or City for that matter. Not in employment either.

1 John 3:13
Marvel not, my brethren, if the world hate you.

I am truly a spiritual brother of the disciples.

My parable:

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12  When a quack doctor arrives, one person sees him as their rescuer, or another a nuisance - that's tied to the person's unique situation and perspective. Personal truth and identity are important. What is a broken brick in relation to a wall with another broken brick fitting its brokenness perfectly? The broken brick doesn't reject its unique identity, since its unique identity finds its place uniquely. The personal identity and truth is unchanged but there is also knowledge that they have a special place reserved uniquely for them to accommodate their nature.

Personal identity accepted, person now has integrity and accepts themself.

### Thomas 32

 1 2 3  (32) Jesus said: A city that is built on a high mountain and fortified cannot fall, nor can it be hidden.

### Thomas 33

 1 2 3 4 5 6  (33) Jesus said: What you hear with your ear (and) with the other ear, proclaim it on your roof-tops. For no one lights a lamp to set it under a bushel, or to put it in a hidden place; but he sets it on the lamp-stand, that all who go in and come out may see its light.

Say it loud!

I should really put my dream resume on the top, and share it like crazy.

This is because it’s what I am hearing. Though my blog itself serves as this if I keep my Bodacious Blog focused on God and the Kingdom.

### Thomas 34

 1 2  (34) Jesus said: If a blind man leads a blind man, they both fall into a pit.

I am building up my statement of faith because I want it to be true. I simply cannot blindly claim to believe in another’s beliefs.

### Thomas 35

 1 2 3 4  (35) Jesus said: It is not possible for anyone to go into the strong man's house (and) take it by force, unless he binds his hands; then will he plunder his house.

House stands for mind.

The strong man’s house. What is it? It’s possible that it’s this - demonic oppression:

I believe I had been liberated from demonic oppression. Jesus bound the strong man’s hands.

Now I understand scripture far more clearly, and not only that but I understand how eternal life works far more clearly, and all spiritual things.

On top of this, it could be that a strong man tries to hold a ‘virtual house’ (for example, a subreddit - that is because virtual reality is a virtual extension of consciousness).

In this case, the forum is being held captive by demonic oppression.

### Thomas 36

 1 2 3  (36) Jesus said: Be not anxious from morning to evening and from evening to morning about what you shall put on.

Yeah, literally. Clothes, but also what you should say, etc.

I’ve been receiving dreams and visions. Interpretation is very easy. All I have to do is write, and be led by the Spirit - it’s effortless.

### Thomas 37

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8  (37) His disciples said: On what day will you be revealed to us, and on what day shall we see you? Jesus said: When you unclothe yourselves and are not ashamed, and take your garments and lay them beneath your feet like the little children (and) trample on them, then [you will see] the Son of the Living One, and you will not be afraid.

This is very cute, and has a double-message I think.

There’s something spiritual about imitation.

When you let something sink into the spirit and become it, in some sense you become that person spiritually, or find that person spiritually (in a higher dimension).

This is why eating Jesus' words with the heart is like a metaphysical telephone number for finding and coming close to Jesus and becoming like Him.

You have to become innocent, like children are innocent - unashamed of yourself.

Firstly, literally do this. Secondly, become like this; Innocent.

Then, I believe, Jesus is revealed to you.

It’s saying when you are unashamed of yourself and you don’t care for material things, take a look in the mirror - in a sense it’s you because you may be a child of God and may be of the archetype - if you are innocent.

In another sense, you may have an experience like I had:

### Thomas 38

 1 2 3 4 5  (38) Jesus said: Many times have you desired to hear these words which I speak to you, and you have no other from whom to hear them. Days will come when you will seek me (and) you will not find me.

He’s probably talking about how the Gospel of Thomas was destroyed by the orthodox church, buried and lost until 1945.

Let’s do our best to prevent this from being lost again!

But also, yes, for me personally I have desired to hear this many times, and no-one told me.

Therefore, I have to ensure when or if the bridegroom leaves I will fast and pray.

### Thomas 39

 1 2 3 4 5  (39) Jesus said: The Pharisees and the scribes have taken the keys of knowledge (and) have hidden them. They did not go in, and those who wished to go in they did not allow. But you, be wise as serpents and innocent as doves.

Yes, the keys of knowledge are becoming truth, and the Gospel of Thomas, too.

It’s the loss of the Holy Baptism from doctrine.

### Thomas 40

 1 2 3 4  (40) Jesus said: A vine has been planted outside of the Father; and since it is not established, it will be plucked out with its roots (and) will perish.

The Father is Truth and absolute Love - audible.

A vine has been planted outside of the Father.

Consider these:

All Gospels with the Gospel of Jesus as the cornerstone, are essentially helping to build the Kingdom of God.

Jesus is the True vine, that leads you into knowledge of the Father. Light shines through the True vine.

The vine outside of the Father ensnares people. Some people with light in them actually feed the false vine. People go to this vine, but it’s a pyramid scheme. The false vine and pyramid scheme of the Kingdom of Darkness will be uprooted and destroyed.

John 15

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23  15 “I am the true grapevine, and my Father is the gardener. 2 He cuts off every branch of mine that doesn’t produce fruit, and he prunes the branches that do bear fruit so they will produce even more. 3 You have already been pruned and purified by the message I have given you. 4 Remain in me, and I will remain in you. For a branch cannot produce fruit if it is severed from the vine, and you cannot be fruitful unless you remain in me. 5 “Yes, I am the vine; you are the branches. Those who remain in me, and I in them, will produce much fruit. For apart from me you can do nothing. 6 Anyone who does not remain in me is thrown away like a useless branch and withers. Such branches are gathered into a pile to be burned. 7 But if you remain in me and my words remain in you, you may ask for anything you want, and it will be granted! 8 When you produce much fruit, you are my true disciples. This brings great glory to my Father.

### Thomas 41

 1 2 3 4  (41) Jesus said: He who has in his hand, to him shall be given; and he who has not, from him shall be taken even the little that he has.

Take some of the light while you are in this world, and remain close to the fire in your heart.

If you remain close to the fire then you will be close to Jesus. You’ll be able to interpret scripture etc. and do the will of Jesus more easily, so long as you remain close.

Firstly, you have to learn to discern the voice – follow Truth and true Love. Then you must learn to trust in the voice.

### Thomas 42

 1  (42) Jesus said: Become passers-by!

The world is false.

This is actually really easy once God has proven to you that you’re saved and resurrected.

### Thomas 43

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7  (43) His disciples said to him: Who are you, that you say these things to us? From what I say to you, do you not know who I am? But you have become like the Jews; for they love the tree (and) hate its fruit, and they love the fruit (and) hate the tree.

A person should be able to gauge who Jesus is from what He says to them.

Don’t be offended at Jesus for what He says.

The Jews

The tree is I guess, but the fruit is the fruit of the spirit?

### Thomas 44

 1 2 3 4 5  (44) Jesus said: He who blasphemes against the Father will be forgiven, and he who blasphemes against the Son will be forgiven; but he who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven, either on earth or in heaven.

God absolutely loves you. How could anyone blaspheme against the Holy Spirit? So pure and innocent.

This is the way to be unsaved. I don’t know how it works. However, the Holy Spirit is your witness, your Comforter, your Councilor.

The Holy Spirit fits with our spirit like a glove and is love to us.

Here’s some ideas:

• Blaspheming against it would probably be blaspheming against the Way you have been saved according to your personal truth shape, since God has a unique piece for you, and wants to save you uniquely.

I don’t know!

### Thomas 45

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8  (45) Jesus said: Grapes are not harvested from thorn-bushes, nor are figs gathered from hawthorns, [f]or they yield no fruit. [A go]od man brings forth good from his treasure; a bad man brings forth evil things from his evil treasure, which is in his heart, and he says evil things, for out of the abundance of his heart he brings froth evil things.
• Yes, treasure is in the heart.
• I have treasure to give God upon returning.

Our hearts should be full of good treasure. We should purify ourselves to prevent us from bring forth bad fruit. Then good fruit will come forth naturally. The fruit is harvested every now and then.

### Thomas 46

 1 2 3 4 5 6  (46) Jesus said: From Adam to John the Baptist there is among the children of women none higher than John the Baptist, for his eyes were not destroyed (?). But I have said: Whoever among you becomes small will know the kingdom and will be higher than John.

John the Baptist’s eyes (his heart I guess) was not destroyed, therefore, he was able to know God and that Jesus was to come to set other people free.

However, the Kingdom has arrived and we can know it and become even greater than John the Baptist.

The heart (spirit identity) is the eyes to God.

You have to really humble yourself. Treat the world as a game, I guess, and go out and talk to God’s children who are like children.

Just humble yourself and you will see angels, etc. and the happenings of the Kingdom on Earth.

### Thomas 47

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11  (47) Jesus said: It is not possible for a man to ride two horses or stretch two bows; and it is not possible for a servant to serve two masters, unless he honours the one and insults the other. No one drinks old wine and immediately desires to drink new wine. And new wine is not poured into old wineskins, lest they burst; nor is old wine poured into a new wineskin, lest it spoil. An old patch is not sewn on a new garment, for a rent would result.

You have to:

• purify yourself with water by repenting
• allow the holy spirit to purify you with fire

If you want more of the Holy Spirit you have to not continue drinking from the wrong cistern and polluting it, or you will prevent yourself from receiving more of the good stuff (water of life)

The new patch is sown onto your spirit, literally, through the bridal chamber. But you must become a bride - pure in spirit - and ask for the ‘Holy Spirit to come inside’, which merges your spirits.

Thy Bridal Chamber // Bodacious Blog

This is an angelic marriage of spirits; Your own with the missing piece from Jesus.

### Thomas 48

 1 2 3 4  (48) Jesus said: If two make peace with one another in this one house, they will say to the mountain: Be removed, and it will be removed.

Jesus is probably talking about making peace with brothers and sisters in the Kingdom of God.

I guess it applies to those in the Kingdom - This is my current understanding. Forgiveness is a great way to remove a mountain.

I drove to my friend Simon’s house after writing Tapestry of Truth to apologies because through him I discovered what is personal truth, without knowing if he’d be there – without having spoken to him for many months.

I waited only 20 minutes on his doorstep and he returned from a 4 day hike. That’s a miracle.

### Thomas 49

 1 2 3 4  (49) Jesus said: Blessed are the solitary and the elect, for you will find the kingdom, for you came forth from it, (and) you will return to it again.

Well, I have found it. I am very solitary.

### Thomas 50

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9  (50) Jesus said: If they say to you: Whence have you come?, say to them: We have come from the light, the place where the light came into being of itself. It [established itself], and it revealed itself in their image. If they say to you: Who are you?, say: We are his sons, and we are the elect of the living Father. If they ask you: What is the sign of your Father in you?, say to them: It is movement and rest.

This is definitely me.

This sounds like an instruction; “If they ask you: What is the sign of your Father in you?, say to them: It is movement and rest."

Find yourself a place of rest, too.

### Thomas 51

 1 2 3 4 5  51) His disciples said to him: On what day will the rest of the dead come into being, and on what day will the new world come? He said to them: What you await has come, but you do not know it.

The kingdom is here. We can experience resurrection (being raised incorruptible) today.

### Thomas 52

 1 2 3 4 5  (52) His disciples said to him: Twenty-four prophets spoke in Israel, and they all spoke of you. He said to them: You have abandoned the living one before your eyes, and spoken about the dead.

Now, abandoning the living one (Father of Truth, I believe), means abandoning spiritual Truth.

Speaking about the dead is putting attention to the worldly and material corpse.

### Thomas 53

 1 2 3 4 5 6  (53) His disciples said to him: Is circumcision useful or not? He said to them: If it were useful, their father would beget him from their mothers (already) circumcised. But the true circumcision in the Spirit has proved useful in every way.

I talk about it here:

### Thomas 54

 1 2  (54) Jesus said: Blessed are the poor, for yours is the kingdom of heaven.

Well this is too right.

### Thomas 55

 1 2 3 4 5  (55) Jesus said: He who does not hate his father and his mother cannot be a disciple to me. And (he who does not) hate his brothers and sisters and take up his cross like me, will not be worthy of me.

The issue is coming to the realisation of a person’s True parent.

The disciple of Jesus must ‘follow’ Jesus and move beyond the knowledge of Earthly brothers, sisters, mothers and fathers, in order to truly seek after the truth.

Do not be bottle-necked by Earthly parents.

This is a lot like Thomas 16.

Today I had a fight with my earthly father over an invasion into my personal things. I have a few very simple rules. One of them is I draw a hard line with regard to privacy.

A disciple of Jesus has to be able to defend Truth, and help others to find it.

The cross to carry is to allow people to persecute you.

There have been other times where I allowed others to feel righteous while condemning me, knowing that I have actually done nothing wrong, but not defending myself.

This is what I think it means to carry one’s own cross.

You must hold onto your personal relationship with God and hold onto that Truth above accepting spiritually the assertions made by others including Earthly parents; We are turned into angelic solitaries so that we make stand as a single one.

See Thomas 16.

### Thomas 56

 1 2 3  (56) Jesus said: He who has known the world has found a corpse; and he who has found a corpse, the world is not worthy of him.

Hold fast to what is true, and you will see that the world changes but what’s in your heart does not.

Jesus’ fire remains. Remain close to the Kingdom, which is eternal, and sits as an abstraction above the corpse that is the world, and the Kingdom exists in the light (Truth).

### Thomas 57

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9  (57) Jesus said: The kingdom of the Father is like a man who had [good] seed. His enemy came by night and sowed weeds among the good seed. The man did not allow them to pull up the weeds. He said to them: Lest you go and pull up the weeds, (and) pull up the wheat with it. For on the day of the harvest the weeds will be manifest; they will be pulled up and burned.

### Thomas 58

 1 2  (58) Jesus said: Blessed is the man who has suffered; he has found life.

It’s a bit vague. But see these:

• Thomas 55
• take up the cross.
• Thomas 66
• The Kingdom is built invertedly, with Jesus as the cornerstone
• Thomas 68
• hold onto that Truth above accepting spiritually the assertions made by others including Earthly parents
• Thomas 69

### Thomas 59

 1 2 3  (59) Jesus said: Look upon the Living One so long as you live, that you may not die and seek to see him, and be unable to see him.

### Thomas 60

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10  (60) a Samaritan carrying a lamb, who was going to Judaea. He said to his disciples: (What will) this man (do) with the lamb? They said to him: Kill it and eat it. He said to them: While it is alive he will not eat it, but (only) when he kills it (and) it becomes a corpse. They said to him: Otherwise he cannot do it. He said to them: You also, seek a place for yourselves in rest, that you may not become a corpse and be eaten.

### Thomas 61

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10  (61) Jesus said: Two will rest upon a bed; one will die, the other live. Salome said: Who are you, man, whose son? You have mounted my bed and eaten from my table. Jesus said to her: I am he who comes forth from the one who is equal; I was given of the things of my Father. I am your disciple. Therefore I say: If he is equal, he is full of light, but if he is divided, he will be full of darkness.

Firstly, a person must become a mathematical identity in spiritual truth. He says that the Father is equal. Do you see? God the Father is the perfect identity, Truth.

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### Thomas 62

 1 2 3 4  (62) Jesus said: I speak my mysteries to those [who are worthy of my] mysteries. What your right hand does, let not your left hand know what it does.

I think Jesus is telling us that he has multiple servants and he doesn’t give each all of the information.

### Thomas 63

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7  (63) Jesus said: There was a rich man who had many possessions. He said: I will use my possessions to sow and reap and plant, to fill my barns with fruit, that I may have need of nothing. Those were his thoughts in his heart; and in that night he died. He who has ears, let him hear.

To have life is to not have this attitude.

### Thomas 64

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52  (64) Jesus said: A man had guests; and when he had prepared the dinner, he sent his servants to invite the guests. He went to the first, and said to him: My master invites you. He said: I have money with some merchants; they are coming to me this evening. I will go and give them my orders. I ask to be excused from the dinner. He went to another (and) said to him: My master invites you. He said to him: I have bought a house, and I am asked for a day. I shall not have time. He went to another (and) said to him: My master invites you. He said to him: My friend is about to be married, and I am to arrange the dinner. I shall not be able to come. I ask to be excused from dinner. He went to another, he said to him: My master invites you. He said to him: I have bought a farm; I am going to collect the rent. I shall not be able to come. I ask to be excused. The servant came back (and) said to his master: Those whom you have invited to dinner have asked to be excused. The master said to his servant: Go out to the roads, bring those whom you find, that they may dine. Traders and merchants [shall] not [enter] the places of my Father.
• People make excuses
• The marriage is of Jesus, the body of Christ (those are saved by Jesus) and the Father
• Talk to people who will listen
• This is another reason why I’m so confident that anyone who listens is welcome

### Thomas 65

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28  (65) He said: A good man had a vineyard; he leased it to tenants, that they might work in it (and) he receive the fruits from them. He sent his servant, that the tenants might give him the fruits of the vineyard. They seized his servant, beat him, (and) all but killed him. The servant went away (and) told his master. His master said: Perhaps did not know . He sent another servant; the tenants beat the other also. Then the master sent his son. He said: Perhaps they will have respect for my son. Those tenants, since they knew that he was the heir of the vineyard, they seized him and killed him. He who has ears, let him hear.

Only God is good. Therefore, in this story the good man is God the Father. God had a vineyard, Earth.

Mark 10:18
So Jesus said to him, “Why do you call Me good? No one is good but One, that is, God.

The tenants are humans.

### Thomas 66

 1 2  (66) Jesus said: Show me the stone which the builders rejected; it is the cornerstone.

The Kingdom is built invertedly, with Jesus as the cornerstone, similar to Thomas 68.

Don’t reject Jesus. Don’t reject who Jesus is. Jesus is God. Jesus is God’s only begotten Son.

If you conform to a false image of Christ, then that cornerstone will crush you. For example, through heresy. Keep this canonical.

### Thomas 67

 1 2  (67) Jesus said: He who knows the all, (but) fails (to know) himself, misses everything.

I don’t know about what the original author meant with this saying.

However, you must come to know yourself, so you can receive Salvation from sin out of honesty. I can say to Jesus for example:

• I know I am sinful for these reasons…
• I know I am truthful in these ways…
• Please save me.

### Thomas 68

 1 2 3  (68) Jesus said: Blessed are you when you are hated and persecuted, and they will find no place where you have been persecuted.

Where a person is persecuted for being True (such as for example, for True love), God takes that situation and the ones that persecuted will not be able to find a place there.

It becomes a part of the Kingdom, which is exclusive only to the persecuted.

### Thomas 69

 1 2 3 4 5  (69) Jesus said: Blessed are those who have been persecuted in their heart; these are they who have known the Father in truth. Blessed are the hungry, for the belly of him who desires will be filled.

I mentioned that if you are persecuted for following the 10 commandments you will gain knowledge of the Father.

Likewise, if you are persecuted for following Christ, you will gain knowledge of Christ.

### Thomas 70

 1 2 3 4  (70) Jesus said: If you have gained this within you, what you have will save you. If you do not have this in [you], what you do not have in you [will] kill you.

### Thomas 71

 1 2  (71) I will des[troy this] house, and none shall be able to build it [again].

The parchment was a bit damaged I think.

I don’t know what it means.

### Thomas 72

 1 2 3 4 5 6  (72) [A man said] to him: Speak to me brothers, that they may divide my father's possessions with me. He said to him: O man, who made me a divider? He turned to his disciples. He said to them, I am not a divider, am I?

Well it seems to be against Luke 12.

Luke 12
51 Suppose ye that I am come to give peace on earth? I tell you, Nay; but rather division: 52 For from henceforth there shall be five in one house divided, three against two, and two against three. 53 The father shall be divided against the son, and the son against the father; the mother against the daughter, and the daughter against the mother; the mother in law against her daughter in law, and the daughter in law against her mother in law.

Here is one explanation from Pisis Sophia:

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14  "And moreover the word which thou hast spoken unto us aforetime: 'Think ye I am come to cast peace on the earth? Nay, but I am come to cast division. For from now on five will be in one house; three will be divided against two, and two against three,'--that is: Thou hast brought the mystery of the baptisms into the world, and it hath effected a division in the bodies of the world, because it hath separated the counterfeiting spirit and the body and the destiny into one portion; the soul and the power on the other hand it hath separated into another portion;--that is: Three will be against two, and two against three."

### Thomas 73

 1 2 3  (73) Jesus said: The harvest is indeed great, but the labourers are few. But pray the Lord, that he send forth labourers into the harvest.

### Thomas 74

 1 2  (74) He said: Lord, there are many about the well, but no one in the well.

Lots of people waiting about the well of Truth.

Untill people admit spiritual bankrupcy, I don’t think they can be baptised.

It reminds me of standing outside rides at a theme park because I’m too scared.

Or standing next to the pool because I don’t want to get cold.

At some stage a nominal Christian must do the difficult thing (it’s a heart thing).

Giving up all ties to the material and placing themself in God’s hands

### Thomas 75

 1 2 3  (75) Jesus said: There are many standing at the door, but it is the solitary who will enter the bridal chamber.

### Thomas 76

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7  (76) Jesus said: The kingdom of the Father is like a merchant who had a load (of goods) and found a pearl. That merchant was wise. He sold the load and bought for himself the pearl alone. You also, seek after his treasure which does not fail (but) endures, where moth does not come near to devour nor worm to destroy.

I think this is the answer:

### Thomas 77

 1 2 3 4 5  81 [77]. Jesus says: "I am the light which is on them all. I am the All, and the All has gone out from me and the All has come back to me. Cleave the wood: I am there; lift the stone and thou shalt find me there!"

Colossians 1:15-18

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12  15 He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation. 16 For by Him all things were created that are in heaven and that are on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or [e]principalities or [f]powers. All things were created through Him and for Him. 17 And He is before all things, and in Him all things consist. 18 And He is the head of the body, the church, who is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, that in all things He may have the preeminence.

Also, there is an action you must perform; Looking, and you’ll find Jesus everywhere.

### Thomas 78

 1 2 3 4 5 6  (78) Jesus said: Why did you come out into the field? To see a reed shaken by the wind? And to see a man clothed in soft raiment? [Look, your] kings and your great men, these are the ones who wear soft clothing, and they [will] not be able to know the truth.

### Thomas 79

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8  (79) A woman in the crowd said to him: Blessed is the womb which bore you, and the breasts which nourished you. He said to [her]: Blessed are those who have heard the word of the Father (and) have kept it in truth. For there will be days when you will say: Blessed is the womb which has not conceived, and the breasts which have not given suck.

### Thomas 80

 1 2 3  (80) Jesus said: He who has known the world has found the body; and he who has found the body, the world is not worthy of him.

### Thomas 81

 1 2 3  (81) Jesus said: He who has become rich, let him become king, and he who has power, let him renounce (it).

### Thomas 82

 1 2 3  (82) Jesus said: He who is near to me is near the fire, and he who is far from me is far from the kingdom.

### Thomas 83

 1 2 3 4 5  (83) Jesus said: The images are revealed to man, and the light which is in them is hidden in the image of the light of the Father. He will reveal himself, and his image is hidden by his light.

### Thomas 84

 1 2 3 4 5 6  (84) Jesus said, "When you see your likeness, you are glad. But when you see your images which came into being before you, and which neither die nor are revealed, how much you will have to bear!"

The images could be abstract images; The archetype / angel marriage pair, a bit like reincarnation, which you notice later:

Then they could also visual ‘memories’:

Akashik Record of my Soul, past lives, I think.

Astral Projection Part 3 - The Images // Bodacious Blog

### Thomas 85

 1 2 3 4  (85) Adam came into being out of a great power and a great wealth, and he was not worthy of you; for if he had been worthy, [he would] not [have tasted] of death.

### Thomas 86

 1 2 3 4  (86) Jesus said: [The foxes have] the[ir holes] and the birds have [their] nest, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head and rest.

This was me yesterday (Jul 8, 2022), honestly. Nowhere, literally to lay my head and rest. Room was a construction site. Every room in the house had a worker. Nowhere to go but walk.

### Thomas 87

 1 2 3  (87) Jesus said: Wretched is the body which depends on a body, and wretched is the soul which depends on these two.

### Thomas 88

 1 2 3 4 5  (88) Jesus said: The angels and the prophets will come to you, and they will give you what is yours. You also, give them what is in your hands, and say to yourselves: On what day will they come to take what is theirs?

### Thomas 89

 1 2 3 4  (89) Jesus said: Why do you wash the outside of the cup? Do you not understand that he who made the inside is also he who made the outside?

### Thomas 90

 1 2 3  (90) Jesus said: Come to me, for my yoke is easy and my lordship is gentle, and you will find rest for yourselves.

### Thomas 91

 1 2 3 4 5  (91) They said to him: Tell us who you are, that we may believe in you. He said to them: You test the face of the sky and of the earth, and him who is before you you have not known, and you do not know (how) to test this moment.

### Thomas 92

 1 2 3 4  (92) Jesus said: Seek, and you will find; but the things you asked me in those days and I did not tell you then, now I desire to tell them, but you do not ask about them.

### Thomas 93

 1 2 3 4  (93) Do not give what is holy to the dogs, lest they cast it on the dung-heap. Do not cast the pearls to the swine, lest they make it [ . . . ].

### Thomas 94

 1 2  (94) Jesus [said:] He who seeks will find, [and he who knocks], to him will be opened.

### Thomas 95

 1 2 3  (95) [Jesus said:] If you have money, (p. 49) do not lend at interest, but give [ . . . ] to him from whom you will not receive it back.

### Thomas 96

 1 2 3 4  (96) Jesus [said:] The kingdom of the Father is like a woman. She took a little leaven, [hid] it in dough, (and) made large loaves of it. He who has ears, let him hear.

### Thomas 97

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8  (97) Jesus said: The kingdom of the [Father] is like a woman carrying a jar full of meal. While she was walking [on a] distant road, the handle of the jar broke (and) the meal poured out behind her on the road. She was unaware, she had not noticed the misfortune. When she came to her house, she put the jar down (and) found it empty.

### Thomas 98

 1 2 3 4 5 6  (98) Jesus said: The kingdom of the Father is like a man who wanted to kill a powerful man. He drew the sword in his house and drove it into the wall, that he might know his hand would be strong (enough). Then he slew the powerful man.

### Thomas 99

 1 2 3 4 5 6  (99) The disciples said to him: Your brothers and your mother are standing outside. He said to them: Those here who do the will of my Father, these are my brothers and my mother; they are the ones who will enter into the kingdom of my Father.

### Thomas 100

 1 2 3 4 5  (100) They showed Jesus a gold piece and said to him: Caesar's men demand tribute from us. He said to them: What belongs to Caesar, give to Caesar; what belongs to God, give to God; and what is mine, give it to me.

### Thomas 101

 1 2 3 4 5 6  (101) He who does not hate his father and his mother like me cannot be a [disciple] to me. And he who does [not] love [his father] and his mother like me cannot be a [disciple] to me. For my mother [ . . . ], but [my] true [mother] gave me life.

### Thomas 102

 1 2 3 4  (102) Jesus said: Woe to the Pharisees, for they are like a dog lying in the manger of the cattle; for he neither eats nor does he let the cattle eat.

### Thomas 103

 1 2 3 4  (103) Jesus said: Blessed is the man who knows [in which] part (of the night) the robbers are coming, that he may rise and gather his [ . . . ] and gird up his loins before they come in.

### Thomas 104

 1 2 3 4 5 6  (104) They said [to him]: Come, let us pray today and fast. Jesus said: What then is the sin that I have done, or in what have I been overcome? But when the bridegroom comes out from the bridal chamber, then let them fast and pray.

### Thomas 105

 1  (105) Jesus said: He who knows father and mother will be called the son of a harlot.

I do not know the meaning of this yet.

gnostic According to Gnostic beliefs, Christ was conceived of as having two aspects:

• a male half, identified as the son of God, and
• a female half, called Sophia, who was venerated as the mother of the universe.

Gospel of Philip I’m leaning towards the Gospel of Philip description now.

Gospel of Philip
Truth is the mother, knowledge the father.

Do I really want too learn this stuff?

Book of Thomas the Contender (Jude Thomas, missionary to India)
To the fool, however, the good and bad are the same - indeed the wise man will be nourished by the truth and (Ps. 1:3) “will be like a tree growing by the meandering stream” - seeing that there are some who, although having wings, rush upon the visible things, things that are far from the truth.

The Truth nourishes and gives life, according to Gospel of Philip.

But how to ‘know’ the Mother, is it by a similar Bridal Chamber-like ceremony?

But how? By some kind of spiritual ceremony, probably.

### Thomas 106

 1 2 3  (106) Jesus said: When you make the two one, you will become sons of man, and when you say: Mountain, move away, it will move away.

### Thomas 107

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7  (107) Jesus said: The kingdom is like a shepherd who had a hundred sheep; one of them, the biggest, went astray; he left (the) ninety-nine (and) sought after the one until he found it. After he had laboured, he said to the sheep: I love you more than the ninety- nine.

### Thomas 108

 1 2 3 4  (108) Jesus said: He who drinks from my mouth will become like me, and I will become like him, and the hidden things will be revealed to him.

### Thomas 109

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8  (109) Jesus said: The kingdom is like a man who had in his field a [hidden] treasure, of which he knew nothing. And [after] he died he left it to his [son. The] son also did not know; he took the field and sold it. The man who bought it came (and) as he was ploughing [found] the treasure. He began to lend money at interest to whomever he wished.

### Thomas 110

 1 2  (110) Jesus said: He who has found the world (and) become rich, let him renounce the world.

### Thomas 111

 1 2 3 4 5 6  (111) Jesus said: The heavens will be rolled up and likewise the earth in your presence, and the living one, (come forth) from the Living One, will not see death or , because Jesus says: He who finds himself, of him the world is not worthy.

### Thomas 112

 1 2 3  (112) Jesus said: Woe to the flesh that depends on the soul; woe to the soul that depends on the flesh.

### Thomas 113

 1 2 3 4 5 6  (113) His disciples said to him: On what day will the kingdom come? It will not come while people watch for it; they will not say: Look, here it is, or: Look, there it is; but the kingdom of the father is spread out over the earth, and men do not see it.

### Thomas 114

 1 2 3 4 5 6 7  (114) Simon Peter said to them: Let Mariham go out from among us, for women are not worthy of the life. Jesus said: Look, I will lead her that I may make her male, in order that she too may become a living spirit resembling you males. For every woman who makes herself male will enter into the kingdom of heaven.

In my dream I dreamt of a living spirit, and dead ones.

What is a living spirit? - as in the dream - one clothed in righteousness; Unique and unashamed. It’s a spirit united with Jesus’ spirit and has the Holy Spirit? - Yes. A true spirit, surely? - Yes.

I think it’s a spirit which recognises what is Truth (hears God’s voice) and the spiritual heart seeks after more of God’s voice.

That may include interpreting the Gospel of Thomas, for example, or reading from John.

Or reading from the Apostles - Reading Acts, for example, for learning on how to imitate Jesus and the Apostles; But ultimately to become a living spirit like them, by turning to face God.

Reality itself changes.

Continue to imbibe on Jesus’ words.

As I do that, my entire reality will start to change. I am becoming a living spirit, yes, and more alive each day.

It’s important to become more alive each day.

There is one archetype of the son of God, Christ. Androgynous male (angelic gender; Neither male nor female), holy and pure, solitary.

Likewise, every male that makes himself female, so that the male is no longer male and the female female.

See Saying 22. People have to become spiritual asexual, like the angels to enter the Kingdom.

That means, married to God via the alchemical union of the person with God.

We retain our physical bodies and gender, but spiritually we are neither male nor female after union with God.

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### The Archetype of Jesus

I think Jesus is more than just an archetype.

• Jesus is definitely a person.

• The Spirit of God definitely leads people into Truth.

• All the elect/Apostles/true Israel are soul-knit with Jesus and conform to the image of Jesus (my understanding)

• The true Israel includes all who will hearken to the call, I think, the ones with the hearing of Truth.
• We are also soul-knit with each other and with Jesus through agape love/charity.
• Purify your bodies and hearts by disentangling from the physical world; It’s so much easier after that!
• Through following the 10 commandments from the heart and eating Jesus’ words with the heart!
• As Paul says, “For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. And those whom he predestined he also called, and those whom he called he also justified, and those whom he justified he also glorified”

Jesus, I believe is God incarnate - a personification of God, and that is very powerful. Jesus, the Truth, may soul-knit with us after we shake off our earthly garment. We put on in-corruption.

John 18:37
37 Then Pilate said to him, “So you are a king?” Jesus answered, “You say that I am a king. For this purpose I was born and for this purpose I have come into the world—to bear witness to the truth. Everyone who is of the truth listens to my voice.”

Jesus is still here in the hearts of true believers. We also bear witness to the truth.